Chapter I – Responsibilities Overriding Part 1

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At this time and throughout allthese last several years I know for a fact that I am supposed to be somewhereelse. Or at least that is what my Heart and Soul tells me as being the fact ofthe matter. The sometimes overwhelming stress feeling and anxiety of beingwhere I am is not normal, or natural, nor should it be.

“What are youtelling me God? Why can’t I hear you clearly? Or can I?”  John 10v27 My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they followme.

Perhaps the senseof being somewhere I am pretty sure I shouldn’t be is God telling me He hasother plans for me and I need to step out in faith. Take a leap of faith intowhat perhaps God wants me to be doing.

                Ican’t just up and quit my Job now or ever, or at least not until I win theLottery, large inheritance from some long lost relative, or all of the above.It all just feels so wrong right now and has been this way, that killer dark forebodingheart-sunk gut feeling in me like I’ll have no fulfillment or purpose if I stayhere much longer.

                Can’tgo any longer, is this my reality, what am I supposed to do? What is God tellingme to do, am I even listening to Him or perhaps this is all a part of the testof life that I need to go though. Finish the pointless rat-race of life; striveto achieve goals, results, expectations, material wealth, the latest stuff,biggest homes and all the other miscellaneous. Then you die, what was it allfor? Nothing!

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                Orsimply God has already told me clearly what He wants me to do and I am notdoing it out of fear of repeating a past situation, take the leap of faith. Butwhat faith, I say I trust God, but do I? Would I be willing to walk away fromthis well paying job into nothing, trusting in God that He has plans alreadyset in motion for my life, based on the preordained Gifts and Spiritual GiftsHe has blessed me with. The same Gifts and Spiritual Gifts I am not using tofurther His Kingdom and give Him Glory and Praise as I should. As is what weare all called to as Christians to do with whatever He gives us.

                God given Artistic talents and Creative Abilities, is what it is. It’s more of a Hobby that I mostly keep to myself, although those around me know if it, but I have hardly and if it would even count how often I have, haven’t used it as much as I could and should for Gods purpose.

                What hits home the hardest is the fact that I am practicing as a career something that is completely off from my God given talents and Creative abilities, it drains me mentally, emotionally and  physically each and every day.

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