Having the life and feeling
of a life without purpose and reason is what is making me ill all day at my
work. “Why am I here? This is like the last place I should be.” Doing something which makes one feel sick
all the time and lose weight with the constant stressful thought of wanting to
get out of there at that second.
So I’m still waiting on God, writing this Book as I don’tknow what else to do besides giving it all to Him. I want to at least do somethingproductive. I am more inclined towards the Artistic side of things, see here www.jbjon.comhttp://jbjon.com. But my Wife sees Art as only a
Hobby and not a real possible Career choice, just something I do to escape my
responsibilities and not something that will help the Family as a hole.