Where is God Lately?

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               I think God has cut me off for any number of reasons. I am not the best Christian, I mess up a lot, sometimes when it seems like God is telling me to do something an I do it, things then go from bad to worse.

                My last full time job was killing me emotionally and spiritually, there was no integrity there, the working conditions were dangerous and parts of the job required me to commit fraud.

                So after an unfortunate exchange of words with my Boss, which I started I was either fired or I quit, its hard to say. But at least my conscious was cleared after then. I know it shouldn’t have ended that way so I would call it a dark mark I put on Gods plan, it was His plan.

                Its been 3 months now, EI has run out and only have been working part time in Jobs that pay half of what I was making before per hour. I reapplied for EI and still nothing. Last Sunday I have my Tithe, I’m not a regular Tither but I did it anyways. The 10 percent worked out to being the last of all the money I had left, and Christmas is coming, so in faith I gave trusting in what the Church teaches is true and that God will honor my giving to Him by helping me out here.

                And now here I am, and nothing, I had to scrounge around the house looking for loose change just so that I could buy Milk for my 7 year old Daughter. I believe 100 percent what the Bible says and what God’s Word says about giving from what little you  already have, I am just in doubt about weather or not what the Church tells us about Tithing is Biblical.

                After reading an article on the Subject of Tithing, I guess God’s time is not always our time so perhaps this continual lack afterwards is a further test to see what I do and how I react. I will continue to have Faith in God and that Jesus came to earth and died for all our Sins and rose from the grave 3 days later .

                So letssee from here what happens…